Growing Up or Getting Old?

My schedule -- basically four eleven-hour days followed by three (mostly) free days -- is getting on my nerves. I don't have enough me-time on those days. I rush from home to school, work all day, maybe go eat, and then go home to sleep.

During this stretch I really miss leisure time, especially on days I work through lunch, which has been most days lately. Yesterday I was up until 2:00 AM reading because I just couldn't go to sleep without doing something for myself.

On the positive side my "to do" list is mostly down to the added-benefit stuff that I usually don't have time for. Soon I'll be able to invest energy in the things I don't always have time for, like our pie-in-the-sky eBay store.

What's really bugging me is that I can't decide if this annoying-but-working schedule is a sign that I'm growing up (wow, organized!) or growing old (bitching about eleven-hour days).

I want everything to be a little easier for a while.

The whole "make your living off eBay" fantasy is very compelling. The only thing stopping me is health insurance. I'm almost planning on my summer classes not making so I can give it a try.